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**MARCH
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5
March 2005 So,
my friend Michiko gave me some German chocolate cake the other day,
and it made me start wondering, what do Germans call
that cake? I mean, like, to them is it just "chocolate
cake"? And then I started wondering, if German chocolate cake
is just "chocolate cake" to them, then what do they call
OUR chocolate cake?!? You know? Fortunately,
I have a German-speaking Swiss guy right here (my friend Manuel),
and Michiko had also given HIM some of that great cake -- so I axed
him. Unfortunately,
he said they never heard of calling anything "German"
chocolate cake. Like, to him, it was just some good chocolate cake
with some cool icing with coconut in it. So
that blew that theory. .
. . E-mail is so
dangerous, do you know that? It's so easy, at 3:30am, completely
zapped and tired, to just fire off some quick message and not even
think about what you're saying, and then only LATER do you realize
you are a total goof and you shouldn't have said that at ALL, and
you start to imagine what that probably sounded like when they read
it and you wonder if you should send another message to like CLARIFY
what you meant and just generally do "damage control" but
you know if you do that then you'll REALLY sound stupid so you just
sit there and you wait to see how they respond but you know it's
probably not going to be GOOD but then again you have that little
sliver of HOPE, right, that tiny DREAM that they will totally
understand and they'll feel the same way YOU do, and AGREE with you
or whatever, and then it will all be cool, but until that time that
you actually SEE the response from them, it is just totally killing
your guts and you feel terrible and you think the world is going to
end or something, and you even start thinking things like "oh,
wow, maybe their e-mail has messed up and THAT's why they haven't
responded" -- but then you snap back to your own version
of reality and the knot comes back to your fat gut, that realization
that THEY SAW IT, DUDE, but they totally freaked out because you
said the wrong thing, the wrong way, at the wrong time; and you
remember back to that moment when you typed that message, and you
maybe don't even remember everything you said, exactly, but you
remember the gist of it, and you remember that VERY MOMENT your
finger was paused over that "send" button, and you
thought, "maybe I shouldn't send this" (and THAT was
probably GOD talking to you, mister!!), but you remember -- and wow,
it's like a flash of memory you still FEEL! -- but you remember in
that SECOND when you thought, "nah, life is too short to NOT
say it!" and your finger hit that button with the abandon of
someone jumping off a cliff, into your own little "great
unknown" -- but then here you are, hours later -- long,
horrible hours later! -- and there is that SILENCE, right, that
empty inbox on the screen, MOCKING you with its lack of new messages
which would at least make the world spin again... And
dude, that SILENCE is just deafening... you know? So
I was thinking about that, just now, and I was thinking how the
Bible talks about the TONGUE being so deadly and dangerous, and how
we can tame wild animals who want to EAT us, but we can't tame our
dang TONGUES, you know? Always saying rash things that cause all
kinds of trouble for us and everyone ELSE in our little worlds...
and once you SAY it, you can't take it back, dig? And
whatever, it just struck me that e-mail is the new tongue. Or...
something like that.... .
. . I'm TOTALLY
busy these days, way behind on everything -- but send me an e-mail
and let me know what's up...
7
March 2005
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The Godfather
Of Soul
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"Retire for what?
What would I do? I made my name as a person that is helping. I'm
like Moses in the music business"...
-- James Brown, in
response to a reporter's question about retirement |
. . .
Oh, hey -- I forgot to mention that
I actually got to eat PIZZA the other night! I mean the REAL DEAL,
from Pizza Hut, no less.
What happened was, we was doin' our
thing over at Nobu's school -- you know, Nobumichi -- the Nobunator!
-- we were there because we're making a CD just now, see? So
we went there to do the recording, since we literally had NO WHERE
ELSE TO GO where we could sing and scream and make all the noise it
takes to record us all singing and banging on bongos and
stuff...
Anyway, so we get there and decide
to order pizza. Benica, bless her heart, was willing to call the
place for us, which it's a good thing she did, because she was
talking to that guy for like 20 minutes -- I'm not joking, she was
talking to the guy at Pizza Hut, placing our order, for like 20
minutes! We all laughed, and Manuel said, "THAT's why I can't
order pizza on the phone!" -- I think he and I have unknowingly
shared The Impossible Dream,
that of being able to order pizza and have it delivered to you --
but he had tried it once before without success, and NOW, watching
Benica have what must have been a philosophical discussion about
pizza (why ELSE did it take so long?), I think he was voicing what I
was feeling: "I'm NEVER gonna be able to do that!" (and
dude, he speaks a LOT of Japanese, too)...
But the MAIN thing I want to share
about our pizza adventure is the cost. Take a guess.
We got two large pizzas, an order
of fried potato wedges, four apple pie-type desserts, and four
drinks. Guess how much that cost. Think HIGH, obviously -- and
scroll down a few lines when you are ready to see it...
It cost $88...
17 March 2005
The weather.
First, it's snowing on Sunday. Then by
yesterday, it was spring -- and I mean, you know how we say,
"Spring has sprung," but yesterday it just about exploded
all over the place. Considering that in HK the only smells you get are
"smog" or "the neighbors' cooking," yesterday
was-- for ME -- like a return to a world I'd almost forgotten... Dude,
it's SPRING up in here. Trust me (and my nostrils, if that's not too
graphic a thought for you).
But then, by last night, it was pretty
cool again. Now today, it's rain all day, and tonight fairly warm and
wet, if breezy.
I've been (typically) busy these last
few weeks. We are still working on our recordings, of course --
finished the "live" recordings last Friday night, and now we
are in the "mixing" stages on those songs (not much
"mixing" involved, just trying to fix some things and throw
a little reverb on there). Then we are also still working on the
"studio" recordings. We need to get all of Manuel's parts
FINISHED before he leaves Japan for good in early April. But all that
stuff takes me SO much time...
Then the English classes continue, with
varying degrees of success. The only reason I say, "with varying
degrees" is these kids' classes. Man. Not easy. Not pleasant,
actually. But I keep trying, and who knows? Maybe they will actually
learn something, despite just sitting there not paying attention or
even remotely trying. I mean, really -- who knows, you know? Then
we continue to prepare for Easter. I've been meeting for a couple of
weeks with Fernando-san, from Sri Lanka, who will be baptized on
Easter -- today we talked about the Cumberland church and where it
started and how we do gubment and the Confession of Faith
and all that. I'm surely no expert but it's good for me to have to
talk about it once in a while -- helps me clarify what I think, ha
ha... And
the Saturday Night Fellowship (SNF) at Denen Church continues --
this week we finish my "Ten Commandments" series -- yes,
THOSE old things (no Charlton Heston included in this series,
though). This week we wrap it up with the old "don't go
coveting" commandment. I normally try to make a game that fits
with the topic, but the difficulty in making a "coveting"
game is second only to the difficulty of making an
"adultery" game -- I mean, seriously, how do you make a
game about adultery?!? That sixth graders can play, you
know?!?? And
then -- and here's the "big" one -- on Sunday I have to
get my preachin' on up at Sagamino Church. I don't get
"nervous" about speaking, but in this case, I do feel a
bit uptight. As I write this it's late Thursday night and I still
just haven't gotten the message to "flow" yet... I mean,
it usually just comes right out for me, but this time I feel all
stifled or something. So that's making me feel a bit more pressure
than normal, I think. Still
studying Japanese -- go figger -- and still trying to get this
stupid apartment in some kind of decent shape. I still -- dude,
STILL -- have piles of things on the floor from when I first moved
in here. But today I finally threw out the ton of cardboard that has
been sitting here (boxes from the move) and slowly but surely the
piles are getting picked apart as their component parts find their
way to a proper place. Anyway,
that's my general update. Bottom line: "Busy, gonna
get busier." . . . Sunday
night is Nobu's birthday party -- he's the big "one oh"
(10) Saturday, but the party's on Sunday night. I bought him a gift,
but now that I think about it, it's pretty lame, and I don't think
he'll like it at all. His big thing has always been the Gundam/Transformer
type robots -- but now he's supposedly into "Lego" -- so I
tried to get him a Lego guy that looked fairly robotic. Combine the
two, get it? Well,
so that was my PLAN, anyway -- right? And I enlisted my friend to go
with me, 'cause I figured she would know where to go to find this
stuff. I mean, I have been to Toys R Us here, and it's GREAT -- but
it's not anywhere NEAR a train station, that I can tell. So that was
out of the question -- no way for me to get there. Okay,
so I meet up with my friend in Yokohama, and she takes me right up
the stairs into the toy shop -- fast, dude. But it's not really a
toy SHOP so much as a toy DEPARTMENT, dig, so they only have a few
things. Okay, nevermind, the main thing that is BLOWING MY MIND,
right off the bat, is that the Lego stuff is priced about equal to
GOLD. At
first I thought my mental currency converter must be messed up,
right? Because SURELY they aren't honestly charging $20 for two tiny
little lego people, are they? I mean, no play set, no blocks to put
together -- just two tiny little lego GUYS, that's all. I think they
came with little helmets or something. But $20?!?! Okay,
nevermind, I get over the sticker shock (most of their Lego stuff
costs $50 and up), and finally see that they do in fact have some of
these robot-type things, Lego brand proudly on the box, for about
$13. So I decide to go for that. Now,
which one to get? They have like 5 different characters to choose
from, and I get my friend to help me choose. I'm like, "Okay,
imagine you are 10 years old, which one do you want?" -- and
she's like, "Well, what color does he like?" -- and in my
mental notebook I quickly wrote, "Don't ask a 30-year-old
girl what a 10-year-old guy wants"... I mean, not being a
jerk, she was TOTALLY helpful; but I just mean, something about
the way she said that made me realize I
still have a LOT more 10-year-old guy in ME than she'll EVER have in
HER... So,
trying to get her on the same page as me, I told her, "Okay,
the thing is, this kid is a pastor's son -- BUT, I know if it were
ME, I would want the one that looked the coolest and the
TOUGHEST." So we then went about eliminating the characters on
whether they were cool or not. For instance, Guy #1 has a dog on his
shield -- I mean, I'm sure it's supposed to be a WOLF or something
equally menacing, but it just didn't work, yo -- it just looked like
a stupid DOG. Another guy looked pretty cool, but he had some kind
of gold embroidery stuff all over this chest -- didn't look all that
MANLY, if you catch my drift. Then another guy had an eagle on his
shield, but his dainty little helmet looked like something a girl
would wear (no offense). Anyway,
it only took like 10 seconds to realize the COOLEST guy was the one
who was supposed to be the EVIL guy. Why is that? Why do the EVIL
guys always look the coolest?!?? I'm serious -- there's gotta be
something in that... But
yeah, so I chose the evil guy, because he's all BLACK, and his
shield has a SCORPION on it, and his eyes are RED -- I mean, that's
COOL, right? He's GOTTA be tough if his eyes are BLOOD RED, you
know? SO,
we talked it over, and she agreed it was the best one (in a very
Japanese "I-will-say-whatever-YOU-say" way, I was
disappointed to notice)... Okay,
so we go to pay for it, and she jumps in and says, "Present-oh
desu!" to the guy, and so he's like, "High!
Present-oh!" and he starts to gift wrap it. I thought that was
the coolest thing -- I would never have imagined it, actually. I
mean he took the tag off, wrapped it all up, and it was ready for
"birthday party giving" in like 30 seconds. So that was
COOL, I was so totally glad she was with me to help me on that
point. But
the funny thing -- and this is why I'm even bothering to tell all
this garbage -- the funny thing is, after all that time, and all
that discussion of which character was the COOLEST and the TOUGHEST
one to get, and which one was the most KILLER-looking... and after
choosing the one in BLACK with the SCORPION and the BLOOD RED EYES
-- after all that, the guy wraps the box in wrapping paper covered
in ROSES!! Seriously, like some kind of crazy antique roses or
something. But that's not all -- THEN, he puts it in a little
carry-bag -- again, COVERED IN ROSES... I later asked my friend,
"Why didn't he just spray a little PERFUME on there?"
-- 'cause frankly that's about the only other thing I could think of
that he could do to make it MORE girly... So
whatever -- I'm confident enough to walk around urban Japan
carrying a rose-covered box in a rose-covered bag for all to see.
But what the heck is poor NOBU gonna think?!? In front of his other
10-year-old friends?!? Like, am I gonna become some sort of sad
legend with those guys? "Hey, here comes old Glenn with his
girly box for ya, Nobu," they'll say... "Wonder if
he's gonna give ya a BARBIE this year," they'll say...
And they'll punch Nobu in the arm and he'll say, "Cut it out,
guys!" -- but secretly he'll wish dumb old Glenn would get lost
and never come to his party again... Especially if he's always got
those dumb old ROSES on the box... So
I think my gift is doomed from the start. I'll let you know... .
. . Now, I
am terribly curious to know something. The bread that I eat here has
possibly the rubbery-est crust I have ever set my crooked teeth
upon. What I want to know is, is that just Japanese bread? Or is it
the particular BRAND that I buy? Or is it because I usually heat the
bread in the microwave first? I
hope it's the microwave thing -- like, maybe there's a "Microwavical
Breadcrust Principle" that comes into play, whereby all
bread crusts which are bombarded with microwaves become similar to
car tires in their consistency... At
any rate, it's driving me crazy. Almost driving me SO crazy that I
have actually considered -- and this is entirely "pansy-esque"
-- but I have actually considered buying the crustless bread. "Glenn
-- why not just cut the crusts off the bread you normally buy?"
-- and I answer you, in the voice of Nigel Tufnel (Spinal Tap):
"But this bread is crustless..." .
. . I saw
this interesting photo on Yahoo! News about Chinese safari parks
promising to stop the "live feeding shows" where they give
big game some kind of domestic animals (esp. horses, cows, etc) to
tear apart in a bloody display while visitors watch. Of course, they
pointed out, the promise is only to stop feeding the lions live
horses WHEN THE PARK IS OPEN... "Feeding
when the park is not open is permitted... Parks are allowed to
continue to sell small birds for visitors to feed the wild
beasts." And
just to bring the idea home, they had this comforting photo which
you can show your 5-year-old if you want them to have nightmares
about Bessie getting torn apart while the tai tai's talk about where
they bought their fake Gucci handbags:
 And
one last comment -- notice the quality of the vehicle in the above
photo -- that just about sums up how safe I would feel going into a
Chinese safari park where hungry lions are 5 feet away from the
truck...
20
March 2005
So, I did me preachin'
this mornin' -- you know, the "Hail Mary" and the "Hallelujah" and the
Holy Ghost, all that... It seemed to go fine, which you should note
is NOT exactly a "ringing endorsement" of the affair. But
anyway, we got through it, and I'm making all light of it, but of
course I take (took) it VERY seriously, and in all honesty I pray
God's will was done, and his word was heard.
They asked me to
include a
so-called "children's sermon" rather at the "last
minute" -- well, it was actually on Wednesday when Satoh told me, so
I'm not being totally genuine when I say it was the "last
minute"... But anyway, the difficulty, on this occasion, was
that the assigned text was "the burial of Jesus" -- you
know, where Joseph of Arimathea comes and asks Pilate for Jesus'
body and buries it in a tomb.
Now stop right there,
folks. I want you to consider -- this is supposed to be the
"children's sermon" and THIS is my text?!? The BURIAL of
Jesus?!?!?
Okay, so whatever --
Satoh gave me a "hint-oh" (Janglish for "hint")
and I ended up telling the story of a friend of mine, a missionary I
knew in Taiwan, who got stranded in Korea -- he didn't know a single
soul, and was in trouble, in fact, and felt completely abandoned and
all alone. Then (he said), as night fell, just outside the
window he
saw a cross (atop a church) light up. (Please note that I made a
cute sound, "Pop!" to signify the cross lighting up). Then
he saw another cross light up.
And another. ("Pop! Pop!") And as night fell over Seoul, he said he saw maybe 10 or 15 churches
light up their crosses all across the city -- and suddenly he felt
at peace, and knew that even though he knew NO ONE in Korea, he was
in fact SURROUNDED by his brothers and sisters -- and he felt
comforted.
Okay, and I tried to
tie that in with the idea that the situation was similar after Jesus
died -- everyone had run away, they all had deserted him in fear,
and now he's dead -- it seemed all was lost and there was not a
friend to be found -- but WAIT, God had a powerful person already in
place to help!
"And the moral,
obviously, is that whenever we feel down or out, or lonely, or feel like
there's no one near who can help us, HOLD TIGHT, because God is with
us, and at any minute, POP!, he may send us a friend to
help"...
I thought that was
fairly good, considering what I had to work with, right?
Well, so there was a
visitor in church today, and after the service, she asked me if I thought
doing a children's sermon was difficult.
Hmmm... It
sounded like a set-up, so I rather tensed up a bit at that...
"I don't know, I
guess it's difficult," said I -- and I smiled profusely while
my culture-deficient brain tried to figure out what she was getting at... But
turns out there was no need for me to guess -- she
spelled it out quite frankly: "You can't just do a children's
sermon the same way you do the normal sermon -- you have to be more...
well, more CHARMING..."
Now, being Japanese,
of COURSE she didn't say it QUITE so bluntly -- she deflected the
"blame" away from me, and all -- but she ALMOST said it
that bluntly, and it was so TOTALLY clear what she meant. And yes, I
lived in HK for 3 years, where everyone tells you exactly what they
think the moment the thought enters their head, whether you like it
or not -- so I can take "blunt" -- but after almost 6 months in Japan, where everyone is
always thinking of what others will feel first, I wasn't expecting
to hear that sort of blunt criticism straight to my face.
So, yeah, I laughed,
and after about
20 seconds I realized she was totally right, and I probably should
have dumped that "assigned" text and just used something
else. Something with clowns...
The moral of the
story: Live and learn, Grenn-san... Live and learn...
. . .
Now, imagine you live
in a country where the culture teaches you shouldn't really express
your emotions much. And imagine that the really important things --
the matters of the heart -- are particularly
"suspect" if spoken aloud.
And imagine you're
American, and imagine you're friends with someone, and there are a
few matters of the alleged heart which need to be brought into the
open, dig? Not for any reason other than that sometimes things just
need to be said (you think)...
But, like, if the
other person doesn't / won't / CAN'T say those things, do they really
feel them? And how in the WORLD are you supposed to know one way or
the other?!?
It's sort of the
"tree falling in a forest with no one to hear" trick, see?
But with the HEART...
It's a tough one, and
I wish you'd let me know the answers, Magic 8-Ball...
22 March 2005
Sunday night we had the so-called
"Fiesta De Nobu" -- you remember Nobu, right? Nobumichi? The
NOBUNATER?!?! It
was quite an affair -- I'm not sure Sagamino Church sees that kind
of blow-out very often. Anyway,
here are some photos (click for larger version):

Nobu with pizza |

Photo of a man taking a photo of a man taking a photo. . . |

The Girls |

Tabito! |
By the way, my gift
for Nobu WAS acceptable, it seems, despite the abundance of FLOWERS
on the wrapping paper (see post above for 17 March). It
turns out that just the day before they had gone to Toys R Us and he
had said, "I want THAT one" -- or at least that's what
they told me... Even hearing them say that, I still had my
suspicions whether it was "cool" or not, but towards the
end of the night, I noticed he was sitting over in the kitchen, just
holding the box and looking longingly at it -- I will take that as a
good sign! .
. . It's
springtime here, and the Sakura-Watching Season is fast approaching.
You know sakura, right? It means "cherry blossoms"
and you need to know, if you don't already know, that everyone KNOWS
that sakura season is the most beautiful of all times to be in
Japan. I
caught my first "full bloom" the other day: 
It's
just gonna get much BETTER, so I'll do my best to keep my camera
batteries charged and ready! .
. . Many of you
know, but some of you do not... My father is having hip
replacement surgery on Tuesday
the 22nd. If you are the praying type, then I would LOVE
to ask you to offer up a few good ones over that. We all know that
this kind of surgery is fairly routine these days -- but it doesn't
keep a guy from worrying a bit now, does it? Anyway,
THANKS for that...
23
March 2005
Got the news that all
went well with my dad -- he was in and out of that surgery in 45
minutes -- they must have that stuff down like the pit crews at
Indy, you know? But
I'm so relieved to hear that. Assuming all goes well, he'll be in
the hospital until Friday or Saturday, I think they said -- then a
long recovery at home. He ain't no spring chicken, I might point out
-- so it may take a while for him to get back on his feet. .
. . Now, for ME,
I woke up today feeling great while I was sitting in bed -- but by
the time I got up (after reading and devotional and doing some phone
text messages), I was feeling HORRIBLE. I don't know WHAT has caused
this funk to set up camp up in da house, but dude -- it's still with
me at 10:30 at night... and it's terrible. No,
wait -- I think I do know what caused it. You see, yesterday I
literally ate NOTHING all day. But one of my pre-school students
brought some "snacks" to English class -- I found out
later he meant them to be for the class -- doh! -- but I missed all
that subtlety. So after class, I saw he had forgotten the box -- but
they assured me, "Oh, no, maybe it was for the class -- so just
take it for yourself." Okay
-- so it was a box of donuts from Mr. Donut -- and when I realized
that, I was like, "I'm gonna put a HURTIN' up on Mr. Donut,
suckah!" -- you know? -- I mean, like, "Mr. Donut, you
better step OFF, 'cause you goin' DOWN, fool!!" Yeah.
So you know the "donut holes"? It was four small boxes of
about 4 "holes" each -- perfect for snack size. So last
night, after I got home from my classes and worship team rehearsal,
I FINALLY had a bite to eat -- a sandwich and some Ritz crackers (dude,
them's some GOOD crackers!) -- and to top it off, I had me one of
those boxes of "holes" for dessert. But
I'm not kidding -- the MINUTE I wiped my hand on my shirt after the
last "hole" (I'm joking, Mom! I don't wipe my hands on
my shirts! I really wiped my hand on my JEANS)... but as SOON as
I was finished eating those suckahs, I was like, "OOooooooooohhhh!
Something ain't right!" -- and sure enough, this morning's funk
eventually ensued, as you by now well know. Anyway. I
hate being sick. HATE... IT.... But I've been sick a LOT since I got
here -- do you mind praying about that? Those of you who are so
inclined, I mean. I just have been totally TOO sick these last 6
months -- not just with Mr. Donut Funk, I mean much more SERIOUS
funk, too -- and I have TOO MUCH to do, there's so much I want to be
accomplishing -- but at this rate I'm not getting anywhere. So yes,
please pray for that -- that I will be HEALTHY and free from those
distractions so I can get busy at the tasks at hand. THANKS. .
. . OH -- and I
heard from my friend Gigi that her mom was in a sort-of plane crash
the other day -- it was an Air France flight from Paris -- they were
halfway to New York when the captain announced a "severe
malfunction with the landing gear"... whereby they had to return to
Paris... whereby everyone assumed they were DEAD (with about 2 hours
to THINK about it, too)... whereby they "crash-landed" with the landing
gear sending out billowing clouds of black smoke... whereby the
plane caught fire... whereby everyone had to jump out the emergency
doors and slide down the inflatable slides... She
made it okay, no problems, and is back in New Albany now. I'm so
thankful (as is Gigi, as is her mom). Thanks to GOD for that!
27
March 2005
Happy
Easter!
Wow,
this has been one great day. Seriously -- a great day in the life of
me. Let me spell
it out for you: First,
as of today, the 27th of March, 2005, I have lived in Japan exactly
6 months. Actually, that doesn't mean diddly, but it feels like some
kind of milestone, you know? Six months -- it has totally FLOWN
by. Second,
it's Easter, and we had a GREAT time at church this morning. The
kids colored eggs, we did a music "special" from the
International Fellowship worship team, we had THREE baptisms... Then
after church a MONSTROUS turkey dinner -- yes, I said TURKEY. Dude
-- I missed it for Thanksgiving. I missed it for Christmas. Wait,
what am I talking about? -- I've missed it for over three years! But
man, I ate some big old hunks of turkey flesh today, I assure you.
It was PERFECT. Third,
I found out U of L is in the
Final Four. Now, didn't I tell you I thought this might be the
year?!? DIDN'T I?!??! You KNOW I said it. I haven't watched a single
game, but something in my gut just said, "Man, I think this
might be the year"... They've got a good team, but not so good
that people would EXPECT them to be there. They got Pitino -- he
obviously knows how to get teams to the Final Four... And whatever
-- at the start of the conference tournament I just started telling
everyone (well, you know who you are) that I really thought THIS
might be the year. So you can BET I'll stay tuned to see how THAT
all turns out. Fourth,
after church today, my friend Manuel came over and in about three
hours we were able to record the vocals for FIVE songs (for our CD).
We had a lot of fun, and not only that, we went to my favorite
restaurant at Sagamino Station and had that seafood pasta we both
think is so great. (Actually,
that seafood pasta ought to be it's own "bullet" -- so
yeah, make that "fifth" on the list of great things
today). In fact,
the ONLY downer for the day is that after dinner, I basically had to
say goodbye to Manuel for the last time... Don't
miss that. He is finally leaving Japan and returning to Switzerland
this coming Saturday. Returning to his family, his girlfriend... returning
HOME... and I'm happy for him, getting to go home -- he knows that
Japan is not the place for him, and he's got a girl waiting back
there, and who knows WHAT adventures he's gonna end up having... But
at the same time, these last few hours since we parted it's finally
started to sink in that we really did say goodbye. Like,
"GOODBYE" goodbye, you know? Like, the old "we may
never see each other again in this life" goodbye, dig? I
mean, all this time leading up to his departure, everyone knew the
"goodbyes" were coming... but I think I always thought we'd
have some "last meeting" or whatever -- and it only really
dawned on me at the last second that, oh, this WAS our last meeting
-- if that makes sense... And
I truly had a GREAT day today -- but saying goodbye like that just
hurts my heart -- and I already feel so lonely without him to laugh
and sing with. We've had so much fun these last six months... .
. . Well, I got
some photos today that I want to share with you, so while I won't
make any promises, I'll TRY to get them posted up here
tomorrow...
29
March 2005
I'm a day or two late,
but I did finally get my Easter photos up -- you can see them HERE.
I realized this
afternoon I'm way behind on getting photos posted -- I still have
stuff from CHRISTMAS that I haven't posted! -- but geez, not sure
when I'll get caught up on that... anyway, someday...
Meanwhile,
I woke up today feeling sick again -- this time with some kind of
cold and/or congestion thing happening. I'm totally getting sick of
being sick. As soon as one thing wraps up and I get two or three
days feeling good, here comes something else that just totally
knocks me over. I literally slept until 1pm today -- that means I
slept for something like 14 hours. I'm okay -- don't let me give you
the wrong idea -- I'm totally FINE -- Satoh took me to the drug
store to get some Tylenol, etc. -- but geez, this is just wearing me
out. I surely pray I can get a few solid weeks of feeling good soon
-- it would be the first time this YEAR...
Meanwhile,
the latest report from my family says my dad is back home after his
hip replacement surgery -- he's not feeling so good, still running a
fever -- but we're thankful he's "mostly" okay and on his
way to recovering. He'll be back on that pogo stick before you
know it...
Meanwhile,
my excitement continues to build over U of
L being in the Final Four. Of course, people here have
never even HEARD of the Final Four, so no one cares. For those of
you who don't remember, I was THERE the last time they went (in
Dallas, '86)... (Wait -- was that NINETEEN YEARS AGO?!?!?
Holy Medicare, Batman -- I suddenly feel geriatric)...
Meanwhile,
I'm trying to get ready (mentally and physically) for our big SNF
Spring Camp coming up this Thursday:

We're taking a group
from Denen CP Church (our Saturday Night Fellowship kids) as well as
some from Sagamino CP Church up to Manazuru, where Haga-san has a
"summer" home. It should be great fun, as long as I can
get to feeling better.
31
March 2005
Just want to let you
know I'll be "gone" for a few days and totally offline --
so anyone who needs to contact me, please be patient, I will be back
in touch with the world sometime late on Saturday, 2 April.
Take care, and pray
for us as we head to our Spring Camp... We need safety for our
travels, and of course let us all be healthy and well during our
time relaxing and having fun near the sea...
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